I am not trying to brag or complain about my life.
syukur alhamdulillah. Things happened the way i always want it to be
In another words, ALLah always listen to my prayers.
however, not all things goes the way that we want it to be

I dunno if it is just me. As u know, being pregnant means lots of emotions involved.
I cried easily, i got hurt easily and i cant control my feelings.

Well, i think the husband is too busy with his work.
He end work at late night when its his afternoon shift. and when he went for his night shift,
that means im not gonna see him.
coz the very next day when he came back from work, i’ll be off to work.

what really pissed me off is, when it is his off day, he would rather go for some takraw or football
game with his friends.
And at times, his normal routine, JOGGING.
he jogged for like few hrs ok.
yes, i know its for his own good. He’s not flirting around or whatsoeva!

 But STILL! why cant those off days be spent on me.
I dont ask for cash, branded stuff or anything else.
Just want his TIME for me. Thats all i asked for.
But i dun dare to bring up this matter to him.

I just hope he knows what i scarificed for him.
The time that supposed to be for me, i just let it go for him to do things he enjoyed.
MY only hope is for him to come back home everyday and wont go out again when he saw his son(soon).
*griiins*

Am i being selfish? Yes?
I guess not. I just want what is supposed to be mine.
)

No matter how angry i am at you. NO matter how disappointed i am in you,
MOHAMMAD FIEZWAN,

I truly love u. The love that never fade since 8 years ago.
I hope that we could maintain this love till eternity.

I still want to have you and Baby F to be with me in my next life.

I LOVE YOU!